time to move on, cos this is bordering on obsessive.
hard to say why i can't let go of the memory of you,
it's been almost two months since we've even spoken.
but i remember all of your words so clearly.
if I look back at my life,
the good times with you were the most joyous out of all of it.
that's not to say that the bad stuff wasn't bad.
still, i don't think it was enough to give up hope for something better.
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when i think about girls that i've broken up with over the years,
the hearts that i unintentionally broke,
all i can hold in my mind is remorse.
if i knew how much it hurts,
how hard it is to forget,
i'd go back and try to resolve it with them,
to let them conclude, verse their mind.
it's the stuff that rolls around in your head at night.
it's the dreams wasted on the hope of turning back the clock,
to when things felt right.
cos this feels so wrong...
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